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To my unimaginably incredible, beautiful, wonderful, and amazing rainbow sheep,
(First of all, I want to sincerely apologize to you….. I know you won't accept it, since I'm sure you don't think I've done anything wrong, but I have… and I know that it's going to take me a very long time to get over this. I was planning on making something for you, but I pretty much wasted all the time I had doing nothing at all, really…. I've had so little motivation over the past 3 weeks that even I can hardly believe it.. And I know that's a disgustingly pathetic excuse, but that's all I have.I've felt like such a failure lately, I just don't know what to do…… But I promise that I'll finish the thing I was making as soon as I possibly can, even if I have to force myself.)
Now then…. I'd like to say that these past three months have definitely been quite wonderful, even if there have been times of slight depression… But to tell the truth, those times have made me love you that much more. Nothing feels better than hugging you and being with you when I'm having a less than pleasant day, which has been happening a lot more often lately than I would like…. But I guess that's just how things are sometimes. ….And you know, I'm perfectly okay with that, because I know that I have the most amazing and perfect female companion that I could have ever imagined was even possible. There's something I just don't understand though. ......How did someone like me, as pathetic, unpleasant, and stupid as I am, end up with someone like you..? In my eyes, when I look at you, all I see is complete perfection, the one thing in life that I never thought even existed. When I'm walking next to you, I have this indescribable feeling of warmth, and everything becomes okay again….. Seeing you is the thing I look forward to the most every single day…. (minus the weekends, of course…) Being with you, no matter for how short of a time, is enough to make up for all the time I spend missing you… I absolutely love all the little things you do, and every last one of those little papers and letters you've given me… And I could spend forever with you, if that were even possible.
…..But sometimes I find myself worrying that I'll lose you someday... Simply because I don't deserve someone like you in my life at all. I don't deserve anything, really… I'm horribly selfish, and I can't seem to help anyone anymore…. I wouldn't be very surprised at all if I ended up losing the only reason I have left to live. I can only hope with all that I am that will never happen though, and hopefully, I have nothing at all to worry about…. And I'm sorry that I always worry so much. It feels like there's hardly a time when I'm not worried about something…
I should also say this… I don't think you realize just how much you've done for me. I know that it's nearly impossible to list every little reason that I have to be thankful for you, and that bottle I gave you could never contain even a fraction of how much thankfulness I truly do have for you….. But I'll take every opportunity I can to attempt to show you how grateful I am for you and for everything you do. There's one reason in particular that I don't think I went over in as much detail as I would have hoped to in that letter… So I want to thank you, for loving me. Honestly, nothing you've done could ever mean more to me. Every morning I wake up, see myself in the mirror, sometimes think back on all the stupid things I've done….. And I have no clue as to how anyone could even bear to associate themselves with me, let alone love me. But you do. You've done the impossible. You've shown an extremely socially awkward, self-hating, pessimistic person what it feels like to be truly loved… And that's something I've never felt before at all and never dreamed I would ever feel, until you came into my life. …You've proven me wrong…. And for just doing that, I could spend an eternity thanking you.
I know that this letter-journal-thing is extremely pathetic, and I feel so terrible that I haven't done anything for you…. I truly don't deserve to have you as my female companion, that I know for sure… But I don't think I could ever feel happier than I do knowing that I can call myself yours.
I love you so much more than I could ever hope to show you, my Rainbow Sheep, my beautiful and unbelievably perfect female companion….
…..I'm sorry that it took me so long to post this…. I kind of spent about 45 minutes after I got home sitting on the floor reading your letter…….. and letting eye juice flow out of my eyeballs the entire time….. But it wasn't exactly because I was sad, I can't say it was because I was happy, and I know that it wasn't because of the letter, since the letter made me feel extremely happy and lucky...... It just happened for no good reason.....
(First of all, I want to sincerely apologize to you….. I know you won't accept it, since I'm sure you don't think I've done anything wrong, but I have… and I know that it's going to take me a very long time to get over this. I was planning on making something for you, but I pretty much wasted all the time I had doing nothing at all, really…. I've had so little motivation over the past 3 weeks that even I can hardly believe it.. And I know that's a disgustingly pathetic excuse, but that's all I have.
Now then…. I'd like to say that these past three months have definitely been quite wonderful, even if there have been times of slight depression… But to tell the truth, those times have made me love you that much more. Nothing feels better than hugging you and being with you when I'm having a less than pleasant day, which has been happening a lot more often lately than I would like…. But I guess that's just how things are sometimes. ….And you know, I'm perfectly okay with that, because I know that I have the most amazing and perfect female companion that I could have ever imagined was even possible. There's something I just don't understand though. ......How did someone like me, as pathetic, unpleasant, and stupid as I am, end up with someone like you..? In my eyes, when I look at you, all I see is complete perfection, the one thing in life that I never thought even existed. When I'm walking next to you, I have this indescribable feeling of warmth, and everything becomes okay again….. Seeing you is the thing I look forward to the most every single day…. (minus the weekends, of course…) Being with you, no matter for how short of a time, is enough to make up for all the time I spend missing you… I absolutely love all the little things you do, and every last one of those little papers and letters you've given me… And I could spend forever with you, if that were even possible.
…..But sometimes I find myself worrying that I'll lose you someday... Simply because I don't deserve someone like you in my life at all. I don't deserve anything, really… I'm horribly selfish, and I can't seem to help anyone anymore…. I wouldn't be very surprised at all if I ended up losing the only reason I have left to live. I can only hope with all that I am that will never happen though, and hopefully, I have nothing at all to worry about…. And I'm sorry that I always worry so much. It feels like there's hardly a time when I'm not worried about something…
I should also say this… I don't think you realize just how much you've done for me. I know that it's nearly impossible to list every little reason that I have to be thankful for you, and that bottle I gave you could never contain even a fraction of how much thankfulness I truly do have for you….. But I'll take every opportunity I can to attempt to show you how grateful I am for you and for everything you do. There's one reason in particular that I don't think I went over in as much detail as I would have hoped to in that letter… So I want to thank you, for loving me. Honestly, nothing you've done could ever mean more to me. Every morning I wake up, see myself in the mirror, sometimes think back on all the stupid things I've done….. And I have no clue as to how anyone could even bear to associate themselves with me, let alone love me. But you do. You've done the impossible. You've shown an extremely socially awkward, self-hating, pessimistic person what it feels like to be truly loved… And that's something I've never felt before at all and never dreamed I would ever feel, until you came into my life. …You've proven me wrong…. And for just doing that, I could spend an eternity thanking you.
I know that this letter-journal-thing is extremely pathetic, and I feel so terrible that I haven't done anything for you…. I truly don't deserve to have you as my female companion, that I know for sure… But I don't think I could ever feel happier than I do knowing that I can call myself yours.
I love you so much more than I could ever hope to show you, my Rainbow Sheep, my beautiful and unbelievably perfect female companion….
…..I'm sorry that it took me so long to post this…. I kind of spent about 45 minutes after I got home sitting on the floor reading your letter…….. and letting eye juice flow out of my eyeballs the entire time….. But it wasn't exactly because I was sad, I can't say it was because I was happy, and I know that it wasn't because of the letter, since the letter made me feel extremely happy and lucky...... It just happened for no good reason.....
babby spanch
Name: Tony Tony Macaroni (Aaron)
B-day: May 28th
Gender: No thanks, I'm full.
Height: Something around 5'8"
Innie/Outie: Innie
Hair color: Blond
Eye color: The color of my old house's carpet!
Occupation: Being the Large of this relationship
Medical issues: Yes
Do you...
Cut yourself: No
Dance: We can dance when I get back I'm very sorry awogihagwiohorwgwr
Like politics: No!!
Know how to use chopsticks: No
Like guys: Maybe
Like girls: Also maybe
Have large breasts:
Have big hips/butt: I don't think so..!
Have a long penis: Yes, the longest, so long it's tickling your booty right now
Shave: I sure don't!
Shower everyday:
wagon legs
1. Who are you in a relationship with?
The one and only tiniest weenie, kestrel-coalition (https://www.deviantart.com/kestrel-coalition)!!
2. The date you got together?
I remembered this date all by my self yesterday, because I was putting it into my book of face in secret..! June 18 2012 was the beginning of my journey to specialness awoigwrghorwig The thing I get confused about sometimes is the year...
3. Where/how did you meet?We slightly met in school but not really because we were awkward children, but then I discovered this person on this very website after looking through the watchers of my recently discovered fellow deviantART users and discovered this huge nerd because of a cert
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1:Is there a boy/girl in your life?
There is not, but I have kestrel-coalition (https://www.deviantart.com/kestrel-coalition) and they're all I could need.
2:Think of the last person who hurt you; do you forgive them?
Yes.
3:What do you think of when you hear the word “meow?”
Puddy..!! She's one of my only friends and she comes in my room and says that to me sometimes. She's getting her rabies shot soon so that we can take her to get all of her mats removed and then she won't be lumpy anymore a;wohwriohrw
4:What’s something you really want right now?
Lots of hugs and maybe a cookie, and also to not have to do homework things...
5:Are you afraid of falling in love?
N
It's a horse!
1. Are you single?
No, I am married to the biggest nerd butt in the entire world!!
2. If you're single, do you enjoy it?
I just said I was married a;hogawoihgaog
3. Is there someone in mind you'd like to date?
I'm already the companion of that person..!
4. Would you ever ask this person out?
I would have, but the nerd kestrel-coalition (https://www.deviantart.com/kestrel-coalition) beat me to it...
5. If not/so, why?
Because they are the most wonderful human and I liked them a lot before we became companions alrwgihgwigarwlgg
6. What's the furthest you've ever gone with someone?
The companion and I have walked to Fry's and home the long way before! And also many wonderfu
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